I need to fix my life.

I need to get a grip, emotionally. I love my dad, but he is bi polar and I believe it's pretty confirmed I've picked up the "traits" of that, and seriously? It sucks ass. I can NOT be acting like this. I need to get a grip and stop being so CRAZY.

I need to whiten my teeth. My parents paid for it (sort of, some of it's on the house) and I am 1/3 of the way done, 1/3 of it is on my part, the beginning which I've completed and the last part is when I sit in the dentist's office while they shine light in my teeth. I can do this, and I need to, even if it hurts when I expose my teeth to anything, I NEED to finish this.

I need to fix my weight. I don't watch what I eat as WELL as I could. I could do better, I could eat less, I could eat healthier, but my physical working out - ness is already good. Ive got that part down. I need to get off my BC next week, re check my diet, and get going on this wellness. :workout:

I need to be a better student. I need to stop slacking off and procrastinating - I'm 19, getting into University and out of a community college and I do NOT want to be in a shock.

I need to get a job. Apply online and in person, at a chill place, I need to look everywhere but my LAST LAST LAST resort is back to Boston Market.

I need to fix my sleeping schedule. I need to stop sleeping for two portions of four hours each day and sleep like a normal person. 8 hours a night.

I want to learn how to cook! I keep watching the food network and damn, I can do that!

I want to get more stuff published. Getting stuff published this year was cool, and I want to keep going!

I want to learn how to play the guitar. My dad bought me one, a string broke, and I can only fix viola/violin strings because I have a viola and know how to play it which also I need to start playing that again - I dont know why I quit.

andddd that's all I can say.

Also, my boyfriend and mine's 2 year is on the 18th. Oh my goshhh

And tonight he proved to me that he is the one for me, and that he is just... amazing. I am in awe because of how he makes me feel, and how wonderful he is, and how I know that he will always be there for me no matter what. I am so lucky



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Awesome group – I love Disney and I love their princesses.

Aurora is my favorite




And I must say
that my boyfriend has to be the most patient, sweetest, fun, smartest person I've ever been so lucky to meet!
But seriously,
Jeff, Te amo, O Oi Le, I love you!
I'm so proud of you and everything youve accomplished... really darling


First thing's first, I does what I do
Everything I am, he's my influ.
I'm already boss, I'm already fly,
But if I'm a , then he is the sky

Though I'm hot
Together we burn it up

I'm a movement by myself, but I'm a force when we're together...
Baby I'm good off by myself, but baby you, you make me better...